Mai Journal/Writings... Go Back?
6/15/26 - 10:33 PM
I worked on this Alllll day! And I'm so proud! I love making things. I debated having it all formal and monochrome but I like pink a lottt more. Today wasn't the greatest, I was angry basically all day but working on this helped calm me down :) it's actually really fun! I hope I meet people and learn sum new things from it. I also had Noah¹ match with me and showed him cakeverse and stuff. Which was fun. I kinda like writing a lot... uhmmm I went to the store today and refilled on some snacks #YumTown. I need to sleep at a good time so I can go to therapy and act like a normal human being. Still pretty blurry/dunno who's really fronting and Know(Tm) that an alter is splitting... oh well... Jonney out!
- 12:05 AM
Okay I know same day Whatever. Technically it's tomorrow but i don care. I'm gonna add an extra stamps section because i am NOT working on moving my entire bad omens wall!!!! that stays. Perhaps I will think of other pages to make. Anyway I'm making pizza rolls and an Annoying Little (endearingly) is with me. Jonney out!
6/16/26 - 8:42 PM
Today has been rather sucky, to be honest. I didn't do much. I might decorate my other lurks and make some stamps, though :) And my ear wont unclog. Fuckkkk. Okay bai.
- 1:12 AM
Planning on adding an update log, resource page, and an image gallery. And maybe a microbug page! I heard hyperlinked images are coming soon but for now I can just put a button behind an image and it works. Will see how that goes tomorrow.
6/18/26 - 3:10 PM
Okay well I didn't do any of that. Been super tired lately. System is systeming. Nothing interesting has really happened but I'm hanging out with my BBBS lady tomorrow. You can click that if youre curious on the program. Uhm. Jonney out
6/20/26 - 12:18 PM
Been feeling lethargic/sick lately... but its only when I eat. I dunno why. Im a medical mystery. Anyway I got the dates wrong Im actually going tomorrow/today but yay! Eating some food through the torture.
- 10:09 AM
Excited :) I wont be able to do much updating during the weekend. When I get back I hope I am able to work on this site! Despite how much I love it it is still unfinished and I will probably revamp it entirely (Keeping the theme really just moving stuff around) Ive been feeling motivated which sucks because im 80% sure I have some stomach bug. So the sickness combats my joy.
I wanted to bring up how much I love Noah... been thinking about her a lot lately. I think about her everyday every hour but imagine that like times two. I want to kiss her and beat her up. Sweet girl. I love her. I will write her an entry today (Check out rentry.co/microbug if you wanna see it). Also going thru rapid switching hell Aaaa help me. Jonney out
6/24/26 - 1:13 AM
Guess who hasnt gotten anything done? meeeeeee. wahhh ive been pretty unmotivated. I really hope i get to work soon. Took a shower today. Watched obsession! Was an okay day.
6/26/26 - 1:13 AM
Haven't really been doing good. Whatever. Going to rewatch the backrooms tomorrow. I wanna work on things but just.. cant. Brain hurts i guess. or im lazy. cant help it
8/15/26 - 3:17 PM
Long time no see! I haven't been able to do *anything* on my lurk.me -- or any websites I own. My computer has been broken for some time and I plan to get it fixed TOMORROW ~ !
Some updates I suppose... School started. I have no friends. Nobody talks to me. Its both a good thing and a bad thing. The school itself isnt bad aside the ai dickriding. I absolutely HATE generative ai. The principle brings it up every other sentence. Wouldnt a school administrator be *against* ai? Golly. The classes are fine, I'm mainly worried about math. I dont feel like an 11th grader. I dont feel like anything. Besides that, nothing interesting has happened. Besides slowly escaping the horrible dissociating / blurryness / not knowing who we are monthly thing. Slowly. Everyone say hi to Jonney2 (Or Jonneh) as she's here often too. Depression has been super bad but right now I feel neutral so thats Good.
8/24/26 - 4:00 PM
GUESS WHO GOT HER COMPUTER BACK!!!! I havent been on it in so long that it feels almost foreign! im glad i have it though.
It's me and Noah's anniversary on the 29th :) I'll have been with him for a year now, as well as being into the band in general. I'll add more later; I have some super duper superrr important things to attend to.